I've been re-reading a lot of my posts, and Good Sweet Unholy Mother of Hell do I say "So" a lot... Wow.  My old english teacher would shoot me in the face... With a dictionary and a thesaurus.....  ANYhoo.  I haven't been posting a lot 'cause I found a new obsession.  Well, two new obsessions. 
   I do a lot of RPing (Role Play) on Twitter, I'm Xander Harris in a multiverse RP group for one, (multiverse is where it doesn't matter what show or other media the other characters are from, as long as they play along and work with the storyline you're currently in.  IE: my roommate is Peter Parker Wayne, (Spiderman) who was recently almost killed then turned into a vampire by Selene from Underworld, while Xena, Rayne, and Ghost Rider fought Dracula with Buffy.  See?  multiple universes all in one.)  it's s lot more fun than you think, it really is.  lol.  If you had the urge to see WTF I'm talking about, if you have twitter follow XanderL_Harris, and you might be able to figure it out.  Haha.
    My other obsession right now is my digital art pad, which i have been going crazy with the last few days.  I plan to use the pics around the site, so it is for a good cause.  Haha. 

This is one of the better ones I've done so far.  Needs work, but overall I like it. lol.  I'll keep making pics til I feel I've hit my peak, then move on to something else.  It's kinda my thing.  Haha.  And in case you didn't recognize them, that's Willow and Tara from Buffy the Vampire Slayer.  
   So basically, yes, I am still around, and yes, I am still working on the site, I'm just taking my sweet ass time.  : P  It's not like we have a time limit here!  Haha.  okeedokee.  Latrz my friendly friends!                                ~K

So I'm sitting here watching my fish suck the poop out of their rocks, being very amused by Pokey going on about the new Mode album, trying to decide what to write.  Sigh.  got a few pics almost done for the FB page, gettin to a good point here.  Still need more stuff tho!  :S  C'mon brain!  We can doo eet!  Ok.  I think I just needed to type something to start the old grey matter again. Think I got something now. <3

OMG YAY!!!  I FRIKKIN DID IT!  So I am pretty much computer illiterate, but I managed to not only save the pic in the proper format, I DID IT ON MY FIRST TRY!!!  HOLY CRAP SANDWICH!  *ahem*  I mean, hoorah, I managed not to screw it up!  lol.  So, ya, excited a bit.  I'll be able to make more pics for here using my digital art tablet, now that I have found the pen.  Excitement abounds!!!

So, it's unofficially official.  I'm going to the Paul McCartney concert in Vancouver in November!!!  <3  Sometimes I just have to say I love my ex-fiancee.  lol.  He called me up and told me he planned to get me a ticket because I was the one that got him into the Beatles.  He always was one of my favorite people.  See?  It can pay to stay friends with the exes.  lmao.  (oo.  not all of them...  some of them, yes, but...  *shudder*  not all of them...)  ANYhoo.  I am obviously very excited!  Probly gonna spend the next month tying to figure out what the hell I'm gonna wear....  A Beatles shirt?  which one?  I have a bunch...  Or just a tank top...  Will it be hot in there?  Which section am I in?  Should I actually care about all this crap??  OMFG i'M SUCH A GIRL SOMETIMES!  Point being: I'M GOING TO SEE PAUL MCCARTNEY IN NOVEMBER!!!!  Now.  How to get the money for the trip down...  :S   

So, ya.  I decided to delete my draft for my insane long post and just go with dealing with the issues in the issues section.  That's what's it's for, right?      I've been having a typically off day today, pain, depression, general unhappiness abounds.  I want to write, but I really can't get my head to function enough to even begin to broach any real semblance of readable articles.  I've been drawing on and off all day, hoping to get some good stuff finished for randomly around the site.  So IF we have any readers yet, that aren't just ourselves, I want you to know I am working, just not posting atm.  And don't worry, this behavior is normal for me, so know I'll be back to captain random in no time.  Probly tomorrow.  We'll see.  Here's a pic of a narwhal to keep you occupied until I get back.   <3

k, so ya, um. just ignore the submit form thingy to the side of my page here, i did something...  I don't know what...  so no clicking on it, k?

So I'm writing a big, massively long blog about my multiple physical issues, and sweet unholy mother of hell, I have a LOT of them.  I made the Important Issues section to address some of the worst ones, and give links to help for them.  I had to stop writing in the other post for now, it's giving me a headache.  lol.  Might take a few days off posting, so I can get more things together, and try to present a more well done page, and then go whole hog with pimping it out.  expect more from me, but not for a few days.  <3
                                                                                               ~K

ok, it's really hard to find good images that will suit to represent our site, so it looks like I'm gonna have to break out the pencils and make some of our banners myself.  not like I'm complaining, just saying.  lol. I'm not the only artist on the site, just the one with the most time on my hands.  lmao.  So within a few weeks, all the pics here might be hand drawn, either by me, (I'll sign it, you'll know if it was me.  : P) or one of the girlies helping me spread our weirdness.  

Yay!  first movie review is done!  lol.  I know, it's weird to get excited about a little thing like that, but I spent years unmotivated to do anything, but now I have something I feel passionate about, so I'm pleased with me.  : P  I'm just hoping the effort we're putting into this site pays off, and we get some friends who want to stick around and have random adventures with us!  I'll be putting up a forum once I figure out how, which will house, hopefully, many amusing things that will keep us oddities interested and interesting.  Maybe some fun debates, or extended group poetry.  lol.  Ok.  Off for the night, gonna pretend i know how to sleep again!  (ya, right.  : P)  

ok, well, I just spent the last 9 hours farting around on my pages, once again reminding myself why I do NOT have a desk job.  I'm only 31, but have the body of at least a 50 year old.  (a really out of shape 50 year old, not like James Marsters, that man is way too... well, not frikkin 50! just his age, not his unfairly fit body.  :P)  I suffer from Fibromyalgia, so sitting or standing or anything like that for too long gets to me.  But I think I have done fairly well so far, seeing as how I have NO computer skills, unless playing games on facebook, or stalking people on twitter count as skills.  haha.  
   After I posted my Terrance Zdunich blurb I got up and wandered aimlessly around my micro basement suite, and did my usual set of exercise to the dark beats of the Repo! the Genetic Opera soundtrack, which I find motivates me nicely. <3  then I got the urge to post something, but since my brain has ultimately backfired on me, I'm just gonna ramble on about nothing at all here, and if anyone is reading this, then I guess I must have been at least a little successful.  <3
   In my Terrance blurb I mentioned I created a few things for my trip to the Devil's Carnival.  I am quite proud of them to be shamelessly honest here.  

I made my costume to look like Ludifer, as I think I mentioned, and he seemed impressed that i even had his horns made out of leather as the straps.  the face was made out of really old white vinyl, painted with acrylics and nail polish.  I used a pair of red stockings for my sleeves, too much tule to cover my "ample" bottom, a piece of scrap material to cover my sticky outy bits in the front, and for the first time in I don't even know how many years, wore a pair of spandex tights.  Wasn't totally self concious about that part at all...  Really...  No...  Well, ya, I kinda was.  Ok.  Alot.  Which is why so much extra material for the covering of the self.  I may have lost 60 pounds, (thank you Repo soundtrack, Ipod, and random walks.)  but I still have a long way to go before I'm pleased with how I look.  Getting there tho.  <3

The purse I made is quite a point of pride atm.  It was tweeted from the theatre during the Carnival, onto the Devil's Carnival twitter page. (ahem.  Go me.)  and even Emilie Autumn herself seemed to have loved it. (she played the Painted Doll, who I painted inside the tent flap, along with the Fool, Mighty Mike Murga) it had a tiny string of lights around it that really light up (thank you mom, for the donation of those) was made of plastic canvas and an old t shirt.  lol.  I was originally going to give it to them, (anyone on the travelling team) but decided I needed a way to get my stuff home,  and frankly, I didn't want anyone seeing the atrocious stitching job I did in my rush to complete it.  haha.  

The little Frog hair clip I made, and gave to Carlee Baker, the emcee for the tour.  It actually went perfectly with her outfit, was matching colors and everything.  lol.  So I'm glad she liked it, and hope she decides to wear it now and then.  <3

The Scorpion hair clip to match the Frog.  <3  I have to be honest I have no idea who ended up with this, I think the lovely girl with the mowhawk took it, (she seemed the most entertained by it.  lol)  I made them both out of sculpey, time, and patience.  haha.  The Devil's Carnival is based on three of Aesop's fables, and the only one I felt able to represent with art was the scorpion and the frog.  I'll talk more about the movie itself when I get my copy.  

This ring never even made it to the show.  It fell out of my tent and rolled under the couch before the very long trip to see Lucifer and friends.  It's sculpey as well, painted to look like the target from the song sung by the Scorpion to the Frog.  I had made a little Frog woman to go on it, but she broke.  :(

And here's a crappy pic of the necklace I made for Terrance, which he put on his blog.  :D  mostly made out of Premo sculpey, acrylic paints, and I made a chain for it out of jump rings.  (the same rings used in chain mail) if I had more time to make the chain I would have done it fancy chain mail style, but alas, no, I didn't have the time.  He did seem happy with it tho.  I even got a "holy shit it's me! I didn't realise I looked so.. evil!" which of course, made my year complete. <3

Well, I think I'm gonna take a break now, before my spine decides IT'S gonna break.  But I'll be back with more content, randomness, and perhaps a finished movie review. (can't help it, I wrote a LONG review on my other computer, and can't seem to get the dang thing to transfer over like a nice article) But it's coming!  luv'n'stuff my friendly friends!